freedom =)

My reading space today was AHHHHHMAAAZZZINNNNGGGG. I went to bed last night with a clear intention to do reading and healing work today...and I did. It didn't look like much on the surface. I met up with a good friend i haven't seen in a while. And through conversation with his amazingness (combined with a reading i did later on in the day) I've started to remember some truths and mechanics, And i've given myself to let go and play. just be.

I've come to the realization today that THIS is ALLLLL a game. we are here to play! sometimes we're make-believing we're the 'bad guys' sometimes we're make believing we're 'down in the dumps' and sometimes we're make believing we're winning everything. And this is all life, this is all ok, none of this is 'bad' this is just roles people play and we can either choose to react, or to let it go, and to continue to play our own game. Other's people's reality only affect yours so long as you let them. And THAT is an amazing thing. that is showing how much power you have with thought. that just by believing someone else's rules and games, your reality starts to reflect, those rules and games. you even forget its a game and react as if its your whole world and there is no more of you outside of that other person's rules.

But you know what....You can STOP PLAYING. at any time. that is in your power. and it doesn't mean you die. it just means you stop pandering to other people's beleifs and rules, you start to live your life FOR YOURSELF. When you start playing a game...it attracts other people, and before you know it you have a bunch of playmates that want to add to your reality. So..you have some choices as to the reality you get to pick. I for one choose a journey that is for myself but also while being selfish for me....the outflow of my actions are positive and healing for others. I do readings and healings because I also get a healing and answers. I give because it makes me feel good. I recieve openly because it makes me feel good...it in turn makes the reciever and giver feel good that they've contributed to my reality. (or got something).

I am out of the hard place of being tossed and turned within the waves and have found my strong steady ground. As i'm preparing myself for what's to come by releasing more and more to continually bring my vibration higher. Love for myself and others is overwhelming and spreading, deep truths are released and information is released even in the hard times. The more I give joyously the more I receive tenfold. I am become joy, peace, and freedom. And it is whatever form it takes in whatever mood I am, wherever i am. I just AM. And that is freedom. <3

...now doesn't that make you just want to jump back in and play some more?...keep this in mind during the darker times. you are loved, you are love. you are continually with a group of friends, playing this game over and over again where you each take turn playing different roles. remember so that when you get sucked in to that pinpoint of a reality, and start reacting to things around you....that this is all part of the game, so choose to react or choose to let it go and create a different reality. Either way is a choice, and either way is monumental.